well, I've been trying to figure out how to add following blog sites to my list, but i not figuring it out. oh well, maybe I'll ask someone how it works.
my day went ok today. I've been feeling a little overwhelmed lately. there is so much i 'd like to get done, but there just isn't enough time in a day to achieve it all. in my mind i've been trying to come up with a training plan for zedd. I have so many goals for us in agility. I really want me and my terrier to give all those 16in dogs a run for their money in the agility ring. He's a great little running dog and I just want us to continue to grow together as a team. Even though he isn't a border collie or a sheltie, I still want to be top dog!!!! I would like to put my training plan and goals down on paper, I think it will help.
I am a little mad at myself today. After almost 2 months of not smoking I went and bought a pack of cigs. UGH!!!!! I hate the fact that I smoke. It's so bad for my health, it's expensive and I feel and I think I look better when I'm not smoking. So why do I continue to cheat???? Maybe because I'm doing it alone. My husband still smokes. In my head I keep coming up with ways to reward myself for not smoking so I stay motivated to stay quit. I feel like i've tried them all!!!
I just keep quitting and hope I can stay smoke free. What a disgusting habit!!!
more to post later.
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